I have a headache.

Today my sister left. My dad forced her to go live with her step mom and father until graduation, because she hasn't been to school here since the beginning of February and lately she's been missing curfew and coming home all tipsy (slurring her words, knocking things over, bloodshot eyes). I don't blame them; they had to do something to get her away from this chaotic mess. She's been doing drugs, drinking, and hanging out with not so nice people, if you know what I mean.

I'm not surprised, I'm not sad, I'm not angry. I'm not . . . anything. Is there something wrong with me?

Before she left, Erin hugged me twice. That shocked me. I guess I forgot that no matter how much my older sister may hate me, she kinda loves me too.

I feel like I'm being extremely dramatic.

Zombies & Such

Hey, loves. I haven't been posting lately as I wish I could. I'm really trying to get back into the swing of things, but do you ever have times when you think you just might be done with your to-do list, then all of a sudden another thing is added?  =/

I'm mostly nervous about this KMEA judging thing for orchestra. We've gotten distinguished every year and now I'm first chair, so I'm freaking out. I don't want to mess it up for everyone.

On a happier note, I saw the movie I Am Number Four Sunday. It was amazing; I can't wait to pick up the book. I also went over to my friend Kirsten's house. We got bored, so they zombie-fied me. The fake blood took forever to come off, and even then my skin was pink!

These probably weren't the best pictures to show you; I look so weird. And for some reason, the fake blood is neon in the second one.  =) Oh, and another thing that's bugging me: my sister's friend is being bullied at her school. She's continually told the teachers, but they have yet to take action to stop it from happening. *sigh* How could I help? Any ideas?

The One Day During Break That Teenagers Across the World Will Get Up Willingly For

Otherwise known as Christmas. The title's a bit of a mouthful, hey? I'll go ahead and say what everyone's thinking: finally! I know I've been counting the days.I hope the start of your day was lovely and you get everything you want.

Yesterday was kind of strange. I finished up my wrapping for my family's gifts, while texting several of my friends. I asked one of my friends, Kaylyn, what she was doing for Christmas. She replied, "going over to my gf's house. wbu?". I was sort of shocked. I asked her if she was bisexual, and she answered, "yes". My friend, Taylor, was there and saw what Kaylyn texted. Then she admitted she was bi, too. I was flabbergasted (haha, love the word).  I'd known them for so long, and they'd never told me. I'm okay with it, though. I suppose I've never thought about gay rights or whatever, but I have no prejudice against them. If that makes sense? *sigh* I'm the only person who could go from a Christmas post to gay rights. Oh, whatever.

This year, I decided to buy myself a gift. Conceited much, Hannah? =) I put the tag on it as "to Hannah from Santa". My parent's are going to freak out. I'm not sure why this thought makes me so happy, but it does. =)

Much love. Hope you all have a fantastic Christmas. -Hannah

Ps: I bought my older sister tic-tacs. And wrapped it all up with a bow. 

What is love?

Do you notice how it spells "I'm lying" in white? I love this picture, not sure why. I just thought I'd share it with you all.